Memorabilia

Soundtrack.

2009-01-02T15:23:04Z

Imagine your life was a movie, well what songs would be used? Put your MP3/Ipod/any music player on shuffle (random) and go to the next song on the different category.

Opening credit: Sunrise-New Order

Waking up: Rock the Casbah-The Clash

Average day: Fragile-NIN

First date: If only tonight we could sleep-The Cure

Falling in love: A Day in the life-The Beatles

Fight scene: Lovers End-Birthday Massacre

Breaking up: Drag-Placebo

Getting back together: Unravel-Bjork

Life's okay: Broken Promise-Placebo

Mental breakdown: Spite and Malice-Placebo

Driving: Hey Daddy-KoRn

Flashback: Isolation - Joy Division

Partying: All over the World-The Pixies

Happy dance: Fuck Me-KMFDM ft.Pigface

Regretting: Frogs(unplugged)-Alice in Chains

Long night alone: Aneurysm-Nirvana

Death scene: Signify-Porcupine Tree

End credits: Lush-MSI

I love these things.
pahahaha

aoitsukiko @ 2008-04-08T09:08:00

2008-04-08T08:10:07Z

Wahey!
First day back in college, i've been here about 10 minutes and i'm already bored.

time to go and post on forums me thinks ¬.¬

aoitsukiko @ 2008-03-25T19:57:00

2008-03-25T19:58:23Z

I found some cute Chii avatars ^^ w00t.

have been going a bit crazy, but oh well.

easter holidays are boring too -.-

Tattoo

2008-03-11T12:04:15Z

"A universal symbol of the sun, mystical rebirth, resurrection and immortality, this legendary red "fire bird" was believed to die in its self-made flames periodically (each hundred years, according to some sources) then rise again out of its own ashes. Linked to the worship of the fiery sun and sun gods such as Mexico's Quetzalcoatl, it was named "a god of Phoenecia" by the Phoenician. To alchemists, it symbolized the the destruction and creation of new forms of matter along the way to the ultimate transformation."

i want to get a phoenix tattoo, and have done for years now.

i will post pictures as i draw them.

(1)

2008-03-11T10:52:30Z

So sick and tired, so worn and thin,
Please tell me where my life begins.
Will I be your second best?
With your dirty needles in my chest?

For once I hoped, to never live again.

The wishes and dreams of my heart subside,
My love for you shall stay inside.
The rules of death, Defied?
But still I am not satisfied.

For once I hoped to never feel again.

I want you back, your lingering touch,
The way we felt, the way we loved.
Your touch so treasured, you voice within,
Each word you speak is of blood from my skin.

Blood…

Your icy stare, pierces me,
Cold autumn air, like death to my lungs.
You died in my heart.
Long, long ago,
But still, no-where else.
For my pain to go?

The death in your eyes,
Is of that in my veins.
The taste of your killing,
Still lingers, clings.
I still bleed for you,
And I always shall.
I could never stop now.

a poem written some time ago now, but it still captures a feeling.
i dont know when exactly i wrote it though.

<3

2008-03-10T19:00:16Z

"The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again.

I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,
And considerately killing me.

Without the skin,
Beneath the storm,
Under these tears
The walls came down.

And the snake is drowned and
As I look in his eyes,
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of those times.

I could have cried then.
I should have cried then.

And as the walls come down and
As I look in your eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I have died
and will die.
It's all right.

I don't mind."

mmmm.

Help!

2008-03-10T16:21:41Z

I have dreadful writers block, and have done for months.

Anyone got any Suggestions for me?

all would be appreciated.

Anyway, now that my day is finally almost over i can actually summarise it.
The day was boring, apart from the huge storm we've been having since yesterday.
(i live right next to the sea so i'll let you figure it out)
I'm a little pissed off because of a few dickheads on the bus,
but i restrained myself and decided not to do anything.

Im still so frustrated about not being able to write >_<

I need cuddles ._.