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    High times and vodka in the mornings.

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    03:06 pm January 2nd, 2009
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    Soundtrack.
    Imagine your life was a movie, well what songs would be used? Put your MP3/Ipod/any music player on shuffle (random) and go to the next song on the different category.

    Opening credit: Sunrise-New Order

    Waking up: Rock the Casbah-The Clash

    Average day: Fragile-NIN

    First date: If only tonight we could sleep-The Cure

    Falling in love: A Day in the life-The Beatles

    Fight scene: Lovers End-Birthday Massacre

    Breaking up: Drag-Placebo

    Getting back together: Unravel-Bjork

    Life's okay: Broken Promise-Placebo

    Mental breakdown: Spite and Malice-Placebo

    Driving: Hey Daddy-KoRn

    Flashback: Isolation - Joy Division

    Partying: All over the World-The Pixies

    Happy dance: Fuck Me-KMFDM ft.Pigface

    Regretting: Frogs(unplugged)-Alice in Chains

    Long night alone: Aneurysm-Nirvana

    Death scene: Signify-Porcupine Tree

    End credits: Lush-MSI


    I love these things.
    pahahaha

    Location: Home
    Mood: amused
    Music: Mogwai-Friend of the Night
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    09:08 am April 8th, 2008
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    Wahey!
    First day back in college, i've been here about 10 minutes and i'm already bored.

    time to go and post on forums me thinks ¬.¬

    Mood: geeky
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    07:57 pm March 25th, 2008
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    I found some cute Chii avatars ^^ w00t.

    have been going a bit crazy, but oh well.

    easter holidays are boring too -.-
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    12:00 pm March 11th, 2008
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    Tattoo

    "A universal symbol of the sun, mystical rebirth, resurrection and immortality, this legendary red "fire bird" was believed to die in its self-made flames periodically (each hundred years, according to some sources) then rise again out of its own ashes. Linked to the worship of the fiery sun and sun gods such as Mexico's Quetzalcoatl, it was named "a god of Phoenecia" by the Phoenician. To alchemists, it symbolized the the destruction and creation of new forms of matter along the way to the ultimate transformation."


    i want to get a phoenix tattoo, and have done for years now.

    i will post pictures as i draw them.

    Mood: creative
    Music: the noose - APC
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    10:48 am March 11th, 2008
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    So sick and tired, so worn and thin,
    Please tell me where my life begins.
    Will I be your second best?
    With your dirty needles in my chest?

    For once I hoped, to never live again.

    The wishes and dreams of my heart subside,
    My love for you shall stay inside.
    The rules of death, Defied?
    But still I am not satisfied.

    For once I hoped to never feel again.

    I want you back, your lingering touch,
    The way we felt, the way we loved.
    Your touch so treasured, you voice within,
    Each word you speak is of blood from my skin.

    Blood…

    Your icy stare, pierces me,
    Cold autumn air, like death to my lungs.
    You died in my heart.
    Long, long ago,
    But still, no-where else.
    For my pain to go?

    The death in your eyes,
    Is of that in my veins.
    The taste of your killing,
    Still lingers, clings.
    I still bleed for you,
    And I always shall.
    I could never stop now.


    a poem written some time ago now, but it still captures a feeling.
    i dont know when exactly i wrote it though.



    Mood: lethargic
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    06:53 pm March 10th, 2008
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    <3
    "The snake behind me hisses
    What my damage could have been.
    My blood before me begs me
    Open up my heart again.

    And I feel this coming over like a storm again.

    I am too connected to you to
    Slip away, to fade away.
    Days away I still feel you
    Touching me, changing me,
    And considerately killing me.

    Without the skin,
    Beneath the storm,
    Under these tears
    The walls came down.

    And the snake is drowned and
    As I look in his eyes,
    My fear begins to fade
    Recalling all of those times.

    I could have cried then.
    I should have cried then.

    And as the walls come down and
    As I look in your eyes
    My fear begins to fade
    Recalling all of the times
    I have died
    and will die.
    It's all right.

    I don't mind."
     

    mmmm.

    Location: Home
    Mood: relaxed
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    04:20 pm March 10th, 2008
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    Help!
    I have dreadful writers block, and have done for months.


    Anyone got any Suggestions for me?


    all would be appreciated. 

    Anyway, now that my day is finally almost over i can actually summarise it.
    The day was boring, apart from the huge storm we've been having since yesterday.
    (i live right next to the sea so i'll let you figure it out)
    I'm a little pissed off because of a few dickheads on the bus,
    but i restrained myself and decided not to do anything.

    Im still so frustrated about not being able to write >_<


    I need cuddles ._.

    Location: Home. Finally.
    Mood: frustrated
    Music: Porcupine Tree - Drown with Me
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